HELLOOOO PEOPLE!
AFTER SO DAMN LONG, AND I'M BACK!
MISS ME RIGHT? I KNOW BEBEH!
CLAP FOR ME! YAY! HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
I'M NOT BORED, JUST A LIL BIT CRAZY.

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW..
MY PRELIM IS STARTING TMR (31/8)!!!
& I'M NOT TOTALLY PREPARED.
I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE BLOGGING, DONT KNOW WHY EH?!

MUST I TELL YOU?
I'M FCUKING PISSED WITH SOME PEOPLE,
PLUS IM FAT LAAAH!
STOP SAYING,"YOU LOOK OKAY WHAAAAT!,''
OR
'' YOU WHERE GOT FAT. SKINNY LAH YOU!"

THANKS TO THESE KIND OF COMMENTS, I CONTINUE EATING AND EATING..
LKE WHAT MY MUM ALWAYS SAY,
"MAKAN LAGI, MAKAN LAGI! MCM MANE BONTOT TU TAK BESAR?!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I KNOW, 95% MY FAULT!
HAHAHHA.
EHHHH, QUITE DEPRESSING EH, IF YOU SUDDENLY GAINED WEIGHT.
PLUS SURPRISING.
COS YOU MAY THOUGHT YOU HAVE LOW CHANCE OF GAINING ETC.
KILL ME X1000
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA NO, NOT THAT BAD LAHHH!
IS MY ACCENT TODAY SOOOO MINAH-ISH OR MCM-NAK-KENE-TAMPAR?
HAHAHA, I KNOW - QUITE IRRITATING KAN?
DO I SOUND LIKE SOMEBODY? (HMMM?!)

OKAYYYY, IM OFF TO STUDY MY VENICE, HEALTHCARE ETC...
LOVE YOU ALL! :d
 

HAHAHAHA. HE'S SOOOOOO CUTE PLSSSS!
I'm not sure if i should believe what he said?
For we know its impossible, but arghhh..
I'm thinking about it.

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Sway? Checked. Smile? Checked. Joining of notes? Checked. Feel? Checked. What else? We were so disciplined lahhh. We formed up within 40 seconds and didnt make any unneccesary noise on stage. Everything was prefect,but what's this? We got penalised for tilting our angklungs and that we didnt play songs that appeal to them (they rather traditional), but contemporary-kind instead. Most of them are very mid-aged, but please laaahhh. Now's the world is globalised laaahh. We used traditional and modern together whaaat. Whateverlah, waste my saliva only say like this. Bronze also bronze lor. Okay, this paragraph was a very negative one. Let's be positive, baby!

This is what Mr dzul had said in his blog,"Regardless of what will be the result, as long as they know that they hv done their very best and i know that i hv equipped them with all the necessary skills, then i am more than happy. End of the day is about the satisfaction and the priceless experience that each and everyone has gained."

This is soooo true. I sure love this experience. Its BEST one i ever had! Everyone was great, so lovable pls. They have brought happiness to my life for the past 5 years I'm in this Angklung & Kulintang Ensemble. That was my last performance with my lovely angklungnites. I remembered how reluctant i was three-four years ago to go for the practices but now honestly, i'm not ready to pass my angklung to someone else to take over my position in the front row. I feel like i belong here, cos i have damn GREAT people with me. YAY!

And so, with what Mr Dzul has said. I have NO REGRETS for this SYF. I know it was the best i've done; i didnt miss any part and i swayed, i smiled and of course i enjoyed. Opps, correction. WE ENJOYED OURSELVES!!! Guys, we know ourselves better. We sure dont deserve it. Well at least, gold rust at faster rate than bronze siaaaaa. Hahaha, just trying to feel better.

So, we played again before we went home. Oh no, i cried just from the start. It's heart-aching, you know. I'm playing it for the last time, man. I'm so gonna miss my buddies so much. They're like a family to me. WAIT! I thought we got a gold? Hahaha, okay enough of nonsense. Let's accept the fact that we're just too good to be judged on! :D

He was never at fault. He did his super best and sure had put alot of effort to all his 5 schools. He's the best. He jokes around and makes us all feel good while playing our songs. And i've learnt alot from him. He deserves the best. Mr Dzul Rabul Jalil..we are more than grateful for your presence in our ensemble. (:

All the best buddies. Takecare.

My hope shattered to pieces the moment it was announced!